Okay, I’m not about to start using some cliché saying like, waking up on the wrong side of the bed or something like that, but I’m sure we’ve all had one of those days where we just hate the world and everything else that’s occupying it. I’m all for promoting positivity and striving to be happy but being sad and angry sometimes is a normal element of human emotions. It happens and it’s okay.
With that said, I’m having one of those days right now and although I’m not a violent person, I may or may not have yelled at my phone for an undisclosed reason and threatened to end it’s life by tossing it across the room. I figured that I should calm myself down immediately, so I decided to turn to my blog. I’ve always found it therapeutic to sit in front of my laptop and just write.
So without further ado, let’s get to the things that I hate right now. Maybe hate is too strong of a word, I think ‘annoy’ is more appropriate… but I already made the graphic that says ‘hate’ on it, so let’s go with that. Emphasis on right now because any other given day, I’m quite okay with these things.
The weather. This might have a lot to do with why I feel like this today. Actually, I’m pretty sure it’s 99% of the reason why I’m annoyed right now. Although I’m thankful that my neighborhood is not submerged underwater, this rain is getting ridiculous. I miss the beach and the sun. I can’t go anywhere because the streets to get to anywhere are flooded. Maybe if I had a kayak or a paddle board, I might be able to. Think I’m lying? Just see these people. Also, I read that a car just hit an alligator in a major interstate!
Waiting. Job listings to this hospital that I’ve been wanting to work for have opened up recently. Of course I applied, but I was told that I have to wait. Nothing I can do about that but it still bugs me that I don’t know if I’m going to hear from them anytime soon.
My Hair. Normally I like my hair but for the past week, I’ve been just irrationally angry at it. The only solution is to go to the salon and get a haircut and maybe some color, but I’ve had a long history of botch hair jobs from the salons in my area. I’m very traumatized, you guys. I just want to find a hairstylist that I can be BFF’s with because he/she actually made my hair look like the photos I showed from Pinterest. And please, don’t give me that, “It’s just hair” bs, because it’s not. Girls who have special relationships with their hair will understand. I’ve cried over haircuts more times than I’d like to admit.
Not knowing how to speak French. When I’m literally stuck at home, I like to go on Netflix or Hulu and watch foreign films. German, Spanish, and specially French. Why I’m angry at not being able to speak or understand French specifically has something to do with my long time obsession with wanting to sound amazing by speaking French. I feel like a failure for not fulfilling this goal since I’ve been working at it since high school.
Soggy Rice. Sometimes I like to eat rice and eggs for breakfast. It’s an asian thing. When rice is soggy, it’s not very good with over medium eggs. It’s gross and I hate it.
That I’m writing this post. If you’re reading this part of the post, I thank you for taking the time to go over this rant. I usually don’t like to complain…okay, that’s a lie, I complain a good and perfectly normal amount, but I tend to not share it to the world because I don’t want to be labeled as such. I am glad to share this side of me to let you know that there are real people with emotions behind this blog.
The rain has now stopped, and since beginning to write this and having a cup of tea, I feel a lot better. So tell me, what’s been annoying you lately?